this week is a rather sad with three frenz goin overseas, of whom two are besties.
work is mundane, study is tiring, which makes this whole wk an rather unpleasant one.

but the wkend was different,
with sat night spending timeout with classmates.
and this morning i went for a RC event, to run 2km X 10 pax.
ninth runner came in first,
i ran the tenth and came in 3rd. so paiseh.
i seriously need to start exercising/running again.
i feel that my body now consists of all fats and no muscle,
there's nothing for me to burn when i was running just now (coz fats dun break down so easily)

and this wk i experience lots of akward silence in car.
becoz ppl in the car are not familiar enough with each other,
and no one brings up a topic to discuss about.
oh wells, im still grateful for this wkend.

time to nap!

to 2012

Read an article titled Celebrating A Year of Small Things by Rachel Chang in The Straits Time Life.

I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world,
and that trite peams can renew you in a vulnerable moment.

My year of 2011 see me through a change of job and putting braces.
This year of 2012 i wish to be able to laugh more, make effort in building r/s and be a better woman - spiritually.

i think i have no time to go for toliet breaks today that my diarrhoea is constipated in my stomach. So MC for tmr! yahs :)

love

I am always fascinated by the power of words, on how it can be transformed into a higher level of understanding with poetry and literature. And it brings elegance into life!

Watched an hour of Moulin Rouge (2001) yesterday, and I fell in love with musicals again. I find such joy in listening to the remake of many songs, especially Satin’s . And here it goes:

One day I’ll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
what more can your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends.

Was tired and I fell asleep dreaming that I agreed to a matchmaking session. Not sure whether it was connected to the movie though. But it feels weird to be able to have the rights to kiss a man and hold his hand just because you are legally lawful but you don’t actually know him.

Am I too thirsty for love? Me is unsure, unsure that am I ready for love.

btw, this is a new blog created becoz i lost my old password. Farewell my old companion.